Disgusted

I FEEL SO FREAKING LOUSY!!!!!

(decided to not be so hard on myself since first time, so took out the 'disgusted' word)

All my time with the airlines I NEVER was late or missed going for a flight...

But i did so today. N it's to TAIPEI, when i've been anticipating to fly there for so long!!!!

I did head out last night for a bit, thinking that i had enough sleep the afternoon before and all...

N i wasn't even drunk. N I didn't get home too late. N am awake now. But so?

I FEEL LIKE SHIT. (Well i had diarrhoea so...)

Slap me now i know. It's not even the fact that it's Taipei or the allowance I cld get..

But that this is the most PER thing i've done/ has happened n i really beat myself for it.

Miserable...

(technically i didn't MISS the flight, i managed to report sick for it but still.... I quickly sent an email to explain, adding my totally unblemished record..)