Bah

Yes i didn't blog the last few days. Do i have to everyday? NO.

I was feeling a whole array of negative emotions: anger, disappointment and frustration. (Sometimes i don't know where and how to start typing bt life and it's conversations with me.. I wish i could write stories..)
Anyway, I don't feel comfortable typing thoughts that are too personal online, (that all goes to my little black book where i open up some of the unlocked treasures in my mind when i can) and i also keep a diary on my travels!)... Anger maybe at self, others but whatever, i really don't know. Frustration is due to some admin issues at work; there R times when humans and computers DO NOT complement each other.

Also cos i've been busy rushing to get some stuff done. Plus not enough sleep and added stress. I need time, more time.

But perhaps it's all JUST PMS. Bite me.

I need to relax... my nephews dropped by again and played with them for abit. N I bought a DKNY red colored bag. After taking it out again and havin a look at it in my room, I decided I don't really like it much. My fave brands are Christian Dior, Guess? and top of the list, COACH! (It's CONFIRM PLUS CHOP N GUARANTEE CHEAPER IN THE STATES!!) But I just felt i wanted a bag to put my bulky Panasonic Lumix F1 shiny red camera. Definately impulse. Again.
*"If money grew on trees, i only have a withered garden"-me*

And And And! I'm trying to head down to L.A to make it for the Armin Rave on 4th Oct!
http://www.groovetickets.com/ordersystem/groove/eventviewqb.asp?affilid=93&EventsID=18446&PGName=Circus
i know it'd be damn fun with friends so hope hope *cross fingers* I wana hear my friend spin too! If everything goes well, I'd be there and get back for my gf's wedding dinner on 9th oct night.

Conclusion:
I felt horrid this morning cos everything seemed to be goin wrong,
But better as the day went on.


It suddenly dawned on me how much aquarian affinity I have, and somehow, it pleases me. Like how my gf has an affinity with Scorpios, likewise I have with Aquarians. You think not perhaps, since I am of Water, and a Crab. The inner sensitive softie with a tough to crack exterior. Water, which takes no shape but has the most number of shapes in the scientific terms of matter. But who cares?

I think alot huh.
Alot of random thoughts.
Rubbish, Crap and Bull.
How is it possible i'm still capable of thinkin when i feel cigs slowly wasting my brain away?
Hmmm. Maybe, maybe not.

ps: btw fashion show went well, didn't take many pics but will put them up next!