Once Upon A Time..

Something happened in Melbourne that really affected me a lot,

besides the lousy fact that I was still feeling ill and the chilly weather there didn’t help.

Like I’ve mentioned b4, only the words and actions of those I care about matter to me.

Being a true blue Cancerian, I can be emotional and sensitive,

but as much as I can be attached, I can detached myself with no qualms at all.

A close gf once said the opposite of love is indifference. N I totally agree.

To me, hate is a form of emotion as well, to care enough to hate.

Indifference however, is devoid of any feelings whatsoever. To not care at all.

Anyhoo, it set me thinking, along with past events, and I wrote.

I write only when I’m feeling pretty down. N I haven’t been writing for quite a long time.

Like my gd fren said, depression aids creativity, a little dose helps with sanity.

It’s kinda therapeutic; like how the sound of the rain, instrumental soothing music, a good sound sleep and the silence of the night are to me.

I’m able to churn out a few simple stanzas within 2-3 mins so it provides a quick relief for me.

Sometimes they rhyme, sometimes they don’t, and sometimes it only makes sense to me.

Cos though I can be direct and expressive, I don’t want just anyone to get or read me.


" Some people in our lives may come and go,
N they could be those whom with you've gone through weal and woe.

It may hurt for days/weeks/months in a row,
But it shines light on the facts tat you must now surely know.

People can change or perhaps understandings were jus not as strong as dough,
Thus it's not meant to be though you wished you could have continued moulding and sow.

If they do bring others along with them in tow,
Realise that these rest do not have a mind since they just curtsy and bow.

When you have tried your best then stop stooping so low,
You lead your own life and it ain't something you owe.

After some weeding you'll be prancing freely like a doe,
Just be more guarded before you step on anyone else's toes, oh no."